Gonna put a pin in it.
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As I was riding my bike across hill and dale a couple of days ago, I began reflecting not only on the benefits of LSD ('long, slow distances'), but of the fact that I'm disassociating more and more consistently. With increasing frequency, I don't know what day it is, if what happened this morning was yesterday, where I'm supposed to be and when. I suspect partially related to this is my inability to mourn one friend's death before trying to navigate the next, absolutely burying myself in work, medicating with alcohol, and sheer exhaustion has left me tired. Not just physically and emotionally, but spiritually. My soul is tired and I don't know if I've felt anything like this before.
I knew through most of June that the clock was ticking on my desperate need to check out and sit in silence, but more work became available, and so I put my head down and powered through for the last five weeks. In that time, two more friends died and I've run out of gas, resulting in what I suppose was an inevitable emotional crack, and predictable physical sickness.
So I'm writing this as a notification that I will be taking my leave for a little break.
Upon my return, all orders will be filled, and DMs, and emails will be responded to, and all will hopefully be back to normal.
In the meantime, here's an updated music pick list, but more importantly here's this;

As always, thanks for the patience, and I appreciate your time and consideration on this matter.
